“I think, moving on is only possible after letting go“ A friend said so. This morning I just realized that I’ve almost always got what I want in easy ways for my entire life. Let’s just say I’ve never set my standard high above, I’ve never challenged myself for something I didn’t know I could… [Read more…]
May 27, 2010
Dulu sewaktu masih duduk di tingkat sekolah dasar, saya selalu diajarkan dalam pelajaran PPKN (waktu SD tampaknya lebih banyak pelajaran soal budi pekerti dibandingkan kewarganegaraannya) tentang bagaimana kita sebagai manusia sebaiknya selalu berbuat baik dan adil, memberi dan mengasihi, mengatasnamakan kepentingan umum di atas kepentingan bersama, menghargai perbedaan tanpa harus membuatnya sebagai sumber perselisihan, berkorban… [Read more…]
May 24, 2010
I get to think that, I am so f*ckin tired of being mediocre. - D! -
May 18, 2010
The more I say I hate smart-ass(es), The more I realize that I tend to act like one. Though I know I’m not smart at all. Dammit. - D! -
May 18, 2010
I tend to forget to put citations on writings or sentences I wrote lately. Which makes me forget easily where I quoted them from. Whether from this or that. Sometimes I just remember any words or sentences from anyone and put it anywhere. And I know this is bad, and could be dangerous, since it… [Read more…]
May 4, 2010
“I might had not been your favorite, nor your first, nor your last. But I know, back then, I tried to give you the best my heart could do.” - D! - (intended to every failed attempt of building a successful and healthy relationships I’ve made so far)
April 6, 2010
“Mantan itu kayak kaca spion. Dilihatnya sesekali aja, kalau dilihat terus-terusan nanti nabrak. Tapi tetap harus dilihat sesekali, biar nggak salah jalan.” (Bathara Rangga, 2010) — This post was meant to be a joke, it was just an absurd words I quoted from my absurd friend. Well, it turns out that the real joke was… [Read more…]
April 6, 2010
Saya bisa mengerti banyak hal bisa berganti Demikian pula memahami, bahwa semua bisa pergi Lalu ketika saya belajar bahwa semua sudah terasa hambar Engkau dimana, seorang yang akan membawa cerita Atau sekedar bercengkrama dalam jenaka Cepat ke sini, untuk tak pernah sedikitpun terpikir pergi lagi Cepatlah datang, jadikan ini tempatmu pulang - D! -
April 6, 2010
Jakarta sang Ibu Kota Jakarta, yang hiruk pikuk dan sibuk, membuat kami kikuk Jakarta tak bisa ramah pada mereka yang tak berpunya Jakarta bisa jumawa bagi mereka yang ber-kapita Semua eksklusif membuat kami jadi kompetitif atau justru kami jadi submisif? Jakarta tempat semua orang bisa berpesta Tempat semua orang bisa mendera Namun, Jakarta pun bisa… [Read more…]
March 24, 2010
It’s not that I am afraid of having a crush. Moreover, it is not that I am afraid of having any feeling for someone, feeling those heartbeats, being stupid, being hurt, or to feel the pain, or being in the misery of liking, probably loving, someone. No, it’s not about that. It just that, maybe… [Read more…]
March 4, 2010
You were my first (beau), and we both know that you were great. You are hilarious, hard-worker, artsy, tremendously creative, fun, and smart. Hell yeah, you really are smart (and knowledgeable of course). We’ve been trying to be casual toward each other for almost 2 years, Well, I’d say it’s pretty good. And emmm, as… [Read more…]
February 26, 2010
Sebuah paradoks, ketika di satu sisi agama mengajarkan kita untuk selalu ikhlas dalam menjalankan dan menghadapi segala sesuatunya, namun di sisi lain kita diimbau untuk beribadah dengan iming-iming imbalan surga. Lalu kemudian kita harus berkiblat terhadap apa? - D! -
February 1, 2010
“I want to meet someone with whom I can be special, without even have to be extraordinary.” - D! -
January 30, 2010
What am I doing here? They say you like this kinda girl, that kinda girl They say you like when girls do this, and when girls do that They say you like this kinda stuff, and that kinda stuff Well, that’s what they say. What do you say? I might be not that smart to… [Read more…]
December 6, 2009
I really wanted to believe that everything is going to be alright. but it just seems so improbable (sigh) - D! -
June 16, 2010
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